Thoughts....

I know I've been way behind on my picture challenge..I'll catch up, I swear. I actually like doing it a lot. But lately I've been thinking a lot about life and the people in my own life. So I'm just going to number a few important thoughts I've had.

1. I've come to the realization that I can't stand people younger than me or the same age (with a few exceptions). One of my closest friends is my age, she's from high school and we're still close. And I adore some of my high school friends who now go to my college but for the most part, I really dislike younger people or people of my age. I don't know, I guess it's because I had to grow up very fast so I didn't have time to be immature like the people who are younger than I am. And it's funny because one of my best and dearest friends is like a mom to me. I've known her for a few years and I absolutely adore her. We talk every single day and the inside jokes between us are hysterical. And we can never stay mad at each other..we talk all the time and she truly is one of my best friends.

2. Then there are people who are older than me yet I feel so much older than them..probably because they have the maturity of a 10 year old. I'm sorry, I don't have to scream for people to notice me. I don't have to be a total bitch either for people to like me. I'm just me.

3. For a long time, I didn't like talking about myself, who I am, what I like with people..afraid of them thinking it was stupid. I've learned that if I'm afraid to share that information with someone, it's not someone I can trust. There are people in my life that I can share things with, and maybe they don't understand it but they don't judge me for the things I like or for the person I am.

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