For the longest time, when I'd see people in love, I'd do a little eye roll and my not pleased look. But people used to tell me "you won't feel that way when you're in love." I didn't believe them and thought they were out of their mind. But it's happened. I've become one of those people that I used to constantly roll my eyes at. My heart is just so full of love whenever he's with me and when he's not, it's a pretty crappy feeling honestly.
If anyone would have told me 5 months ago that an amazing guy would come into my life, make me completely happy all the time and that I would be counting down the days until I got to spend time with him again, I would have thought they were crazy. Out of their damn mind. But all of that has happened too. I don't know when exactly or how it happened but somewhere along the way, he took a hold of my heart. And it's never been the same. Whenever something happens, he's the first person I want to tell. And on the days I find myself missing him, I get this urge to call him, just to talk to him. I haven't become that lame yet.
I don't do the whole girlfriend thing well at all. Usually what happens is that people who are initially interested in me, it doesn't last very long. But he manages to put up with me and all the not so great things about me and there are a few of those, I'm sure. Every day that he is in my life, it truly makes me feel like the luckiest girl walking the earth. And if there ever comes a day when he isn't in my life, I will still be incredibly thankful because in the short time we've been together, he's given me so much happiness. More happiness than I ever thought anyone could ever make me feel.
You know how you meet people and you feel like you become a better person simply by knowing them. That's exactly how I feel about him. Simply by having him in my life, he has made me a better person.
I could go on about how special he is and all the amazing things he makes me feel but I think I've been sappy enough.
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