This is kinda going to be a mix of really happy and a touch of sad. But happy first. I've met this amazing guy who I am in love with. It was the most unexpected thing ever. I was over people, guys especially. But we had talked for months and I could always tell him the most random stuff of my life and he'd listen. And even on the days I found myself upset about something, on the verge of tears, I knew he would always listen to me. And it was the first time I truly felt that. And then when we started spending time together, I found myself smiling so much. The prospect of spending time with him made the days go by faster. And I found myself excited to see him again. He makes me smile and laugh and we don't even have to be doing anything. I would just be content sitting with him for however long. I've never been an emotional person and on the rare occurrences that I am, I hide it extremely well. But lately, the more time I spend with him, the more I find myself missing him. And the more I can't wait to spend time with him again. He really is amazing. And I'll never be ale to say that enough.
Now on an unrelated note. It had to be about two weeks ago, maybe less than that, someone I know said something pretty mean about someone else I know. I laughed it off as no big deal because her opinion was totally invalid. Invalid in every sense of the word. But the more I thought about it, I found myself angered that she felt the need to express such a negative opinion of someone else.
No comments:
Post a Comment