Tuesday, August 30, 2011

picture challenge: day eighteen

day eighteen: a picture of the sexiest person alive
Since this was odd one, I think the way a person can be most attractive is to be themselves without trying to fake being someone that their not. Being true blue is something to be treasured, even if you lose people in the process. Because if you're honest to yourself, that's all that really matters.

Monday, August 29, 2011

picture challenge: day seventeen

day seventeen: someone who has had a huge impact on your life recently.
scott reeves<3
SO like I met him back in July for the first time and I was just dying. Like when he sang Jessie's girl, I was freaking out. Like I was so excited to see Port Chuck in July, and the night I saw them, I was having a bad night but when they came out for Jessie's girl, I was DYING. And like when I heard Scott sing Hallelujah on GH I died. It's one of my favorite songs and he sings it so well. And he's very devoted to his faith and he is always so positive and it is something to be admired...it is something I admire.

And then when they came to Boston, I was SO excited. Like I couldn't wait.And when Scott got to me, I was so nervous but so excited.And he gave me the biggest hug and I told him who I was on twitter & stuff and he was like, he knew who I was and he'd look for my tweets on twitter. it was amazing<3

Sunday, August 28, 2011

8.26.11 best day ever.


CAN WE KINDA DIE OVER THIS PICTURE?!?! LIKE oh my gosh, I was dying. When Port Chuck came here on Friday, I did the Platinum which was kinda expensive but TOTALLY WORTH IT. Like the last time I saw Port Chuck, it was bad for me. Like they were amazing but stuff around me was making me anxious so I couldn't 100% enjoy myself. But this time, it was amazing. When Scott came to my table, I told him who I was and that I ran Carolyn's twitter and told him my personal twitter name too and he gave me the biggest hug. I was just SO happy. And like he's become an inspiration for me. Like he's really religious and hearing him be so positive is super inspiring for me. Because like I struggle with my religion a lot, and what I believe. And so hearing him love his faith so much and being positive, it really helps. And before he left my table, he was telling me that he'd see me on twitter. I was just so happy that day, it truly made my entire month. And it made up for my bad experience of last month<3

picture challenge: day 16

day sixteen: a picture of someone who inspires you.
carolyn<3
I know I talk about her all the time but she really is my hero and she inspires me every single day. Like her daily challenge are so important. Some of them are about self confidence which I struggle with every day. Like I always feel there is always going to be someone better, prettier or smarter than I am. Some days I don't struggle with it as much but some days are really hard. And like her daily challenges make me want to be a better person. Sometimes it's easy to judge someone but we don't really know them. And if we don't like someone, we just have to take a deep breath and walk away although there are some things we want to say. But being rude helps no one, and even if we think it's going to make us feel better in that moment, it really doesn't.

I think the most inspiring thing Carolyn has ever said is "I don't want anything to do with anyone who doesn't want anything to do with me because of the way I look." When I heard this, I hadn't met Carolyn yet and I was having a really hard time in high school and hearing this made me feel better about everything. And even now, like I'm not around those high school people anymore, there are people who make me feel so crappy about myself and I just have to remember I don't want anything to do with them and I don't want to be associated with them.

Friday, August 26, 2011

port chuck

8.26.11.
I cannot wait for tonight<3
As much fun as last time was, I didn't really enjoy myself but tonight I totally will and I am just SO excited to see Scott.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

picture challenge: day fifteen

day fifteen: a picture of something you want to do before you die
trapeze flying.
I am SO scared of height, like I get plane anxiety the majority of the time before I fly. But I really want to get over my fear of flying and this is the one thing I want to do before I die.